Friday, February 23, 2007

Death comes with a smile

as i was producing a show last night, a guest arrived for an interview.
i recognized him, but didn't know from where.
he was a doctor.
i've seen him before.
we talked and he began to remember.
then i remembered.
he was the doctor who first saw my brother the night before he died.
my mind stiffened not allowing me to continue the conversation.
he didn’t seem like a bad man, he was nice and smiled. he even came to the house to offer condolences.
but he was also the man who didn’t recognize what was wrong with my brother.
he was the man who sent him home mistreated and in agony. he was the E.R. doctor who worked with my brother, an E.R. nurse.
as he sat in the guest chair, i checked the lighting and saw his face close up.
i saw the same smirk that was hovering over my brother in his last moments.
i saw the pain, the struggle, the white bloodless face of my brother as the doctor’s face smirked nothing wrong.
it wasn’t the doctor, it was the flashbacks that made me leave the studio shaken.
it was death coming with a smile to take my little brother and all I could do was be polite and trust him and the doctors.
i trusted them when they said “he’s one of us, we will do everything in our power, trust us.”
i trusted modern medicine with million dollar machines, ten-acre hospitals, and an educated staff.
but death came regardless and he wore a smile.

















F.I.H.1975-2006 (alfatiha 3rou7u)

21 comments:

Anonymous said...

Allah yir7amu. This post really hurts to read. I never liked doctors. Although, sometimes its not their fault. But still. We surrender to them hoping they know everything. But, sometimes, they make STUPID mistakes. I've come across a number of doctors, and gotten to know some good ones, and not so great ones. Its scary what goes on in those hospitals sometimes that we don't even know about!

Allah yir7amu & I read the fati7a 3ala roo7u. May he rest in peace! I am sure he sees how much you love him.

Take care transient.

transient said...

thanks dareen. his death taught me a lot about life, man's arrogance, and most especially our relationship with Allah. I'm thankful for my time with him. life can never be the same, but it's not meant to be.

Anonymous said...

this life is ever changing...and full of surprises....

i like the music in the background :)

transient said...

yes we know that.

like music? thanks and thanks for your help on that.
its U2-MLK

Anonymous said...

no problem! so what is the next movie about?

transient said...

What movie? Mine? it's actually not something I can talk about in the blog, i've had ideas stolen before. But I've got a cool short I'm working on. I'll email you about it later.

Dareen said...

cool :) eh no worries about me stealing it. Would not even know where to begin to make a movie. I think my life can be a great movie hahaha...emotional soap opera! :S

transient said...

not you silly, others.

i could interview you, i would change the soap opera part though and make it a dark comedy :)

Dareen said...

:) i know u meant others...i said,,,ana its clear I can't make a movie!! ;)

eh bala interview...bala fadayi7!! :D interesting idea though!

transient said...

yes it is.

transient said...

daya3it, I can't keep up, which post are we commenting on now? Seems like a silly way to chat, eh?

Dareen said...

kteer...kteer silly

AM said...

... that's a sad post ... :(

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